Been feeling

so lonely.

Self improvement.

I've decided that there are a lot of things that I'm unhappy about
that I can really improve if i make the effort.

I went and got job applications today.
Hopefully I get hired somewhere :]
It would be nice to have some money.
Help out the mother and myself.

I'm gonna start working out again. Been slacking lately.
I really need to get my hair done.
Tired of being blonde. haha.
Pretty expensive though.

California Culinary Academy called me earlier.
I canceled my enrollment.
It was strange how disappointing it was.
Its for the best though.
Maybe I'll go there eventually.
Or maybe even a better culinary school.

I just really don't wanna end up stuck here.
I'm gonna make something of myself.

I like when I feel optimistic about the future.
I just have to try not to lose momentum.
Wish me luck :]

I love

when I have an absolutely horrible day.
and everything is going wrong.
then one person fixes everything.
simply by being there and talking about the most random stuff.
made my night.

alpha.

I have been putting this off for a while now.
Either because I never know what to say.
Or just cus I don't know how to say it.
Thinking about this too much. haha.

Well, this is my new blog.