June 21, 2009
June 18, 2009
sooo
I dunno what to name this blog, but whateva! :]
Anyways, I've been having a REALLY good summer. I swear like every night just gets better and better. Tonight's show was like one of the best shows I've been to in forever. Not even the music part (not that the music was bad, but yeah), but it seemed like eveyone was in a hella good mood. It was really nice to see everyone and stuff :].
Saw Jaci! woop! No more hospital! :]]. Well not right now anyways. aaand saw Schmanuel, Shmake, and Schmavid. bahaha. And Aaron and Nikki. And a few other people. Then I made some new friends. It was a good night :]
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Anyways, I've been having a REALLY good summer. I swear like every night just gets better and better. Tonight's show was like one of the best shows I've been to in forever. Not even the music part (not that the music was bad, but yeah), but it seemed like eveyone was in a hella good mood. It was really nice to see everyone and stuff :].
Saw Jaci! woop! No more hospital! :]]. Well not right now anyways. aaand saw Schmanuel, Shmake, and Schmavid. bahaha. And Aaron and Nikki. And a few other people. Then I made some new friends. It was a good night :]
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June 14, 2009
Tonight was honestly
one of the best nights ever.
New crew and it is awesome. haha.
Me, Andrea, and Scotty.
so much fun :]
New crew and it is awesome. haha.
Me, Andrea, and Scotty.
so much fun :]
June 12, 2009
Seriously,
had a pretty much amazing night!
I haven't had that much fun in forever.
Went to Empire and saw Schmanny, David, Aaron, Nikki, John, and Nik. That literally was like the only people I knew at all there. Kinda sad. Well and a couple of other random people.
Theeen I went to the hookah bar with Scott (Scott WHO?! Scott JONES!). I didn't smoke, but it was fun to just kick it with him! A bit later Andrea called us and wanted to kick it, so we came back to Lodi and picked her up!
Got Jack in the Box, called k-win and made them play birthday sex (hahaha), Hollered at random guys, saw them again later (awkward but fun), kicked it with Albert for like five minutes.
Basically, we spent the entire night acting like crazy people.
It was awesome.
Well yeah, goodnight :]
I haven't had that much fun in forever.
Went to Empire and saw Schmanny, David, Aaron, Nikki, John, and Nik. That literally was like the only people I knew at all there. Kinda sad. Well and a couple of other random people.
Theeen I went to the hookah bar with Scott (Scott WHO?! Scott JONES!). I didn't smoke, but it was fun to just kick it with him! A bit later Andrea called us and wanted to kick it, so we came back to Lodi and picked her up!
Got Jack in the Box, called k-win and made them play birthday sex (hahaha), Hollered at random guys, saw them again later (awkward but fun), kicked it with Albert for like five minutes.
Basically, we spent the entire night acting like crazy people.
It was awesome.
Well yeah, goodnight :]
June 11, 2009
<3
"Five days ago I died.
but then the really amazing thing happened.
I came to life."
I love Roswell :]
but then the really amazing thing happened.
I came to life."
I love Roswell :]
June 10, 2009
Love Jealous One, Love.
"We will wear compassion
We will wear it on our chests
And sing with love at our throats
Like a child, its all i know"
I'm in kinda a strange mood right now. Definitely not unhappy at all. Just really deep in thought I guess. I've been doing really really great. Everything has been amazing since graduation.
Today I hung out with a friend that I've known almost a year and I realized that I don't know them at all. I'm pretty sure they don't know me at all either. I had alot of fun, but I feel like a stranger to everyone. I just wish I could get close to people and show them who i am. I wish I could know who I am. I've tried to figure it out, but its just an endless cycle.
I just wish things could be how they used to be. Back when everyone was pure and everything was so new. The world was so intriguing. Now its just empty.
The saddest thing is that I'm really not close enough to anyone and I have to express what little I do feel to a blog and the random people who will view it.
No, I'm not emo or depressed, just tired of living the life that I can't stand watching other people live. Caring way too much about what others think of me or what they expect of me, rather than being me.
I just have a few things I need to figure out.
I need to find myself.
We will wear it on our chests
And sing with love at our throats
Like a child, its all i know"
I'm in kinda a strange mood right now. Definitely not unhappy at all. Just really deep in thought I guess. I've been doing really really great. Everything has been amazing since graduation.
Today I hung out with a friend that I've known almost a year and I realized that I don't know them at all. I'm pretty sure they don't know me at all either. I had alot of fun, but I feel like a stranger to everyone. I just wish I could get close to people and show them who i am. I wish I could know who I am. I've tried to figure it out, but its just an endless cycle.
I just wish things could be how they used to be. Back when everyone was pure and everything was so new. The world was so intriguing. Now its just empty.
The saddest thing is that I'm really not close enough to anyone and I have to express what little I do feel to a blog and the random people who will view it.
No, I'm not emo or depressed, just tired of living the life that I can't stand watching other people live. Caring way too much about what others think of me or what they expect of me, rather than being me.
I just have a few things I need to figure out.
I need to find myself.
June 6, 2009
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