We will wear it on our chests
And sing with love at our throats
Like a child, its all i know"
I'm in kinda a strange mood right now. Definitely not unhappy at all. Just really deep in thought I guess. I've been doing really really great. Everything has been amazing since graduation.
Today I hung out with a friend that I've known almost a year and I realized that I don't know them at all. I'm pretty sure they don't know me at all either. I had alot of fun, but I feel like a stranger to everyone. I just wish I could get close to people and show them who i am. I wish I could know who I am. I've tried to figure it out, but its just an endless cycle.
I just wish things could be how they used to be. Back when everyone was pure and everything was so new. The world was so intriguing. Now its just empty.
The saddest thing is that I'm really not close enough to anyone and I have to express what little I do feel to a blog and the random people who will view it.
No, I'm not emo or depressed, just tired of living the life that I can't stand watching other people live. Caring way too much about what others think of me or what they expect of me, rather than being me.
I just have a few things I need to figure out.
I need to find myself.