hello stranger.

So lately I've been thinking a bit more. With more of a clear outlook on past problems. Well things aren't really more clear, there's just new problems and old ones are easier to view from a distance. ha. So this is my apology. You were honestly my best friend for a while there and it really does suck how everything ended up. From the bottom of my heart I am sorry that I hurt you. I know you think I didn't care and that it didn't affect me, but even cold heartless assholes like me hurt when they lose a best friend. ha. I don't want things to change because I really don't think that would be healthy for anyone, I guess I just want to offer a bit of closure. I want you to know that you were one of the most important people in my life and you influenced who I am and who I will become. I still think of you from time to time. I love you and miss you. No matter what happens, don't forget that.